There are a lot of things I wasn’t expecting once I got pregnant after years of infertility. There are things that I wished others who were successful after infertility would have expressed to me. If you’ve read this blog for the past 9 months you know that Chase and I got pregnant with our miracle …
Are you experiencing Survivors Guilt?
I have been feeling quite guilty lately. I think it’s called Survivors Guilt. Survivors Guilt is where you feel you’ve done something wrong because you survived, or in this case, got pregnant. Ever since we found out I was pregnant I have felt guilty: My heart aches for my infertility sisters still struggling and waiting …
5 Reasons I’m Scared to be a Parent
Isn’t everyone scared to be a parent at some point in time? Or is it just me? I hope I’m not alone in my thoughts and feelings. Honestly, I felt, and still sometimes feel like I am going to be the worst parent. I’m a firm believer that if I write down why I’m scared …
Things that are Starting IVF: Embryo Transfer
The wait for embryo transfer (Friday to Sunday) wasn’t too bad. Trying to get a lot of cleaning done at home so I didn’t have to do it the following week. I was wanting to attend church but Chase was worried that our embryo’s would be affected if I went and had all those smells …